in a continuing philosophy that entails proving to myself that i’m not addicted to things that i’m addicted to…

this is now day two of “what’s the purpose in living, since i’ve given up mountain dew?” :|

if you happen to see me chewing on aluminum cans, just… look away.  it’s safer.  much, much safer. 

i also find that i’m falling asleep right

in the middle ......

of .......

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as part of my “i’m NOT an addict” philosophy, i’m once again giving up my precious, beloved mountain dew.    as i’m not an addict, i wont have withdrawal.  right?  RIGHT????  i’m told i’d live through it if i did somehow have it.  i’ve given up mountain dew before for an extended period and i lived through that withdrawal… i’ll be fine.  really.  i hope?  *cries* i want a mtndew!!!!!